Disassociate

I beg you to speak to me Speak of yourself, your silly ambitions Your dreams may they haunt you as mine do me Speak for anything, at anything at all Speak of me, of them Just don’t speak of him If you will speak gently Speak to the form that resembles a thought Single and solitary, decadent and callous Speaking with your mouth renders pain unto my ears As I can only hear your words, feel your words Soft echoes thunder lose the shingles of my sanity I cower beneath you and search for silence That word mixed with the others seems to kill the life, hurt the pain That used to be something more than what it lacks to be right now Down the hall, through the door, out of the window, your loving hatred Spiteful kindness shakes through the minds of those you’ve randomly chosen to hear our play The heaven’s confirm your righteousness, but shut off your spotlight How dare you stand out to speak, speaking never matched the value of your words Still you speak of them, of him, of her, of the one making it anything but Still you speak, still you speak, still you gracefully ramble on Stumble over me, the empty seat in your mind The movie without an audience Such things I say to give partner to your existence How alone you would be if No one to hear, no one to see, no one to feel As reality clicks away the figments standing about in your hallway of what only is Coinciding with the clocks lifespan fading away time to decide Whether I am still standing at the other end Waiting for you to speak