Disappointment

My reward was disappointment, my hope was thrown away. I don't have a world. I just hang out in the place where I live I'm selling my existence. I have to get a new one. You won't be there. You are poison to me, you crushed my soul, I am looking for a killer. You have made me nothing, because I have lost myself in me. How do I assemble a new one? My question is profit for you I will do it, but the pain is excruciating. You will not be forgotten. A beautiful cemetery ornament I light a candle for you every lonely night. I'm moving my life. I won't go to you anymore. I can't help it. Wondering, writing and photography are my life. This takes me, you have become poetry. I keep your memory with every line You have become a famous woman. Say hello to me, you hate me. I am writing to you. Cassiobury Park, which will be the new life and countryside. I will return there. You will no longer be an ideal. I will look for something else. There is new hope Just don't follow me, I can already see the river that takes me far away. Um, I know about you; now my heart hurts, you did it, accusation… ... But at least that's what I feel, even if you don't give me your hand. …… all I feel is pain, hearts are moving away. ……… yours is red, mine is blue. The two together are an ideal ………… blood circulation will no longer be shared …………… my blue heart will melt elsewhere ……………… will pulse in translucent red ………………… but there will be some blood ……………………from which the blood always flows slowly …………………… our toast… … I drink red wine, and you drink the fruit of my heart. ?