Dilusion

She never mentions the word that means so much to her heart For evertime she does, she is torn apart She won't let him see what is burning in her soul She can't bear to watch him go When he looks her way, she closes her eyes So she can't see all the deceptions and lies She aches everyday to feel his touch He doesn't realize he hurts her so much She can't let him hold her in his arms She knows all he can bring her is harm She won't let him make her feel so right When she knows it all has to end at the end of the night When she's around him there's so much she has to hide For she can't let him see the love she has growing inside