Dilemma

Why do I torture myself with illusions
    that she will be mine someday? 
Though my wants are not always
    what's right, 
Still she fulfills my dreams.
And desires.
For she has ways of making me happy
Without her even trying to; 
Or is it all a test of faith? 
Fate always right wrongs using pain.
Me? 
I welcome the wrong things 
    and the broken heart.
In the end, she will always be
    a special part of me.

And she doesn't even know it.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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