Different

I'm sorry i'm not perfect, too bad my life is sad. Try to hear me out, before you all get mad. Don't laugh in my face, it was only an opinion. I try to express myself, but you always shut me down. How can I be who I am, if you won't accept me now? Each day I live a lie, just to see you smile. You always push me around, like i'm not worth this sh--. I guess you don't understand, I was born who I am. You look at me crazy, whenever I pass you by. How am I so different from you? I just want to know why... My name is always in your mouths, but you have no reason why. Talk about someone else, a person that lives to lie. So now you want to be my friend, but didn't you tell her something else? I'm not your backup toy, so don't treat me like some boy. I am NOT a dog, you get to throw around. I am a human with feelings too. So what if I cry at times, you act as if you never do.