Dickhead

“Dickhead”

There is a saddened kind of shame
a name that’s cruel and thus demeans, 
elementary obscene
a child can not reach deep enough.

It started when I read above 
my third grade level reading group
and followed to my brownie troop
then fearful fighting, flight to home.

And in defense I’d use my gift
to make up names and write mean songs-
I’d teach the boys to sing along
and charge their chocolate milk money.

With my moustache a poor disguise, 
with puffy, rubbing, teary eyes
I made myself apologize
though only choking squeaks were heard. 

Nicoleslaw Dickhead was my name
a name that’s cruel and thus demeans,
slimy side-dish dung for brains-
a child can not reach deep enough.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Mehta Avatar
March 30, 2011 at 7:18 AM
Nice honest expressions, Nykki
Hawkins Avatar
March 29, 2011 at 6:23 PM
I like the raw honesty here, it sounds real. If it is, I'm sorry for your torment. If it's not, good job tricking me. -Nicole Hawkins
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