Devastation of Your Passing

Missing you has been very hard, My heart bleeds black tears of sorrow. Memories come flooding back, Like the ocean floor floating up to the shore. Conversations, I can't delete. Because Then I know it's real. Every word you have ever said is saved within my head. Just wishing I could talk to you again, Wishing I could see you again. Why? Why couldn't you tell me how bad you really felt? May be I could of helped. Your passing has hurt me the most, I have had friends pass before you, And I know I will lose more after you. But your passing has devastation written all over my bleeding soul. Missing you has been so very hard, Black tears flow from the heart. Memories keep haunting me. But your never coming back, And that is the devastation of your passing.