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self disgust 
and disappointment
for the slip-up
but I need to know
what cheapens intimacy
devaluing myself
devalues anyone 
with whom I 
would share something 
valuable
it's why 
I'm detoxing from 
all these dopamine pumps
and anesthestics 
(gambling and alcohol)
how could online "intimacy" 
not be included in
the mix that
keeps me from 
feeling
all must go
until this backlog
can be managed

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Date: 1/26/2025 6:45:00 AM
Hi Steven, this poem reminds me that we all have "Skeletons in our closets." Most of us are not strong enough to reveal them to others and it takes courage to do so as you've done here. No shame, no blame and thanks for sharing. Write on, Terrell
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Steven Young
Date: 1/26/2025 9:49:00 AM
ty Terrel.

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