Desperation

Desperate I cling to my last nerve of sanity Desolate I feel submerged in autonomy Unable to cope my senses grasp for exposure Incapable of coherency I reach for a bolster Vindicated by lifes cruelty my mind severs contemplation Ostracized by popularity emotions wreak devastation Paralysed with trepidation my heart sways ambiguous Weary I surrender somewhat squashed and loose Verily my condescension anoints me further to boot Dejected, desolate, drained and darkened Trodden I deem it futile and end approach