Desire

A feeling of anxiety that fills me with excitement, An adrenaline rush that I get only when I think of you, I think of things I should’ve done differently while you were still here, It upsets me to know what the outcome could’ve been if only I haven’t messed up, Knowing what I know now makes me want to relive those moments I've shared with you, Changing everything that has already happen is something I wish I could do, Things would be better if those nightmares would disappear, Life would be better if all of my scars would fade away, My emotions will change if these dreams were to come true, My desire is what helps me keep myself together, My desire is what helps me become a better person.