Deserving

I want to run away from this place The mushrooms grew in a perfect circle My fear is of myself I have heard there is evil inside those rings So I can never escape it Even seeing one, a bad omen It is spidered through my insides I take a deep breath It is odious I step to the middle Fear fills me up I am frozen, paralyzed and it spews from me Is this evil I feel? Infectious, it spreads to any near Yes I am a disease I contaminate and I destroy I am an evil force I deserve to die I deserve to die