DEPRESSIVE DISORDER RELIVING TRAUMATIC EVENTS
THE EFFECT OF DEPRESSIVE DISORDER ON MY ALREADY INJURED BRAIN SEPARATES NEURONS SENDING SIG ALS CREZTING A MASSIVE CHEMICAL IMBALANCE MY MOOD IS SHIFTED STRAIGHT INTO SADNESS WHY AM I SAD I SHOULD BE HAPPY IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU ARE RICH POOR MIDDLE CLASS I'M ANGRY WITH MYSELF FOR NKT COPING ENOUGH DID I MISS MY MEDS DID I IGNORE A TRIGGER WHY DIDN'T I PAINT FLOWERS TODAY OR HAPPY FACES WHY DIDN'T I GO SWIMMING ON THE HOTTEST DAY AFTER BUYING THREE BATHING SUITS WHY CAN'T I STOP CRYING RELIVING A CAR BOMB RELIVING SEVERE IDENTITY FRAUD SHEER HATRED MALICE THAT SENT TWO JAMAICAN WOMEN WITH A GUNMAN TO END MY LIFE I FO US ON MY QUIET PLACE WRITING IN MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL DEEP SADNESS I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER THIS CRYING DISEASE THAT'S WHAT MY CHILDREN CALLS IT MOM HAS THE CRYING DISEASE SHE CAN'T LEAVE OUT THE ROOM THE WORD DEPRESSION DEPRESSIVE DISORDER NOW I'M ALONE WHAT IS PSY HOTIC FEATURES INCREASE THE DOSAGE THAT SHOULD ATLEAST KEEP PANIC ATTACKS AT BAY WHILE READING THREATENING LICENSE PLATES STARTLED I FEEL NAUSEA I HAVE TO HURRY UP AND SMILE EVEN THOUGH TEARS ARE ALL OVER MY CHEEKS MY MEDS BEGAN TO SOOTH ME I AM ROCKING WHEN WILL IT LEAVE OKAY SEDATION PUT ME RIGHT OUT SUDDENLY I AM AWAKEN TO PANIC AND TEARS I AM ASHAMED I WANT TO HEAL I COPE I LISTEN TO MY MIND ITS OKAY YOU ARE ENOUGH YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE YOURSELF SIICKER I'M ALREADY THERE I WANT DEPRESSION TO STOP LEAVE ME ALONE JUST LET ME BREATHE SADNESS IS VERY DRAINING MY BODY ACHES MY HEAD HURTS AN YET I'M STILL HERE COMFORTED BY .Y MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL REMINDED HOW CIRO GARGANO BROKE INTO MY HOME WITH JAMAICAN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS IDENTITY FRAUD OBSESSED WITH MY POETRY OBSESSED WITH MY MEDICAL RECORDS MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL I CONTACTED THE FBI IN DIER NEED GARGANO WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO MARKET MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL TO PUTNAM SIMON AND SEUSTER HOFFTON AND MILFLIN THANK GOD FOR BALTIMORE I COULDN'T BELIEVE CIRO COULD BE SO RUTHLESS THE THOUGHT OF DEALERS AND KILLERS READING. MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL SHATTERED WHICH IS WHY I CHOSE TO WRITE ON POETRY TO STOP THEM FROM BREAKING I TO .Y HOME FOR MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS MY ILLNESSES I FEEL BLESSED GOD HAS WONDERFUL THINGS IN STORE FOR ME THROUGH ALL THIS DEEP DARK DEPRESSION I FI D COMFORT IN WRITING MY JOURNAL EVRRY SINGLE DAY SIN E 1985 GREATLAKES NAVY BASE WHEN THE FBI DECIDED I WEAR WIRES PREGNANT TO EVENTUALLY BRING DOWN GARGANO FOR THOSE ARSON MURDERS RESULTING IN 9 ELDERLY ILL PERSONS PERRISHI G IN HIS FIRES OF HELL I WROTE ABOUT THE ARSON THAT'S WHEN GARGANO BROKE INTO HOME RIPPING PAGES WITH HIS ACCOMPLICE MY STALKER MY IMOSTER JHORE JOHNSO. OF JAMAICA PETER GARGANO GOT ON BOARD CONTACTED THE NY MAFIA TO RACKETEER MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL SENDING THREATS FROM JR TO INTIMIDATE A DISABLED AMERICAN WOMAN WHO WROTE A MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL I NEVER BEEN TO NEW YORK NO PLANS ON GOING IT'S TRULY SAD MAFIA MUSCLE THRETEN A DISABLE PERSON CIRO GARGANO TWISTED TIES TO THE NEW YORK MOB TARGETING DISABLED GRANDMOTHERS WHO WITNESED HIS PLOTTING OF ARSON MURDERS OF 9
DEPRESSIVE DISORDER STOP THE TEARS
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