Denying Creation

Insecurities reflect from every ray the sun has laid upon us, I lye here in times of desperation Hoping this hour passes me by without notice Your aura surrounds me Pulling me in closer Toward the spark that might kill us all Resisting my own Nowhere to run Your stare drags me down Feet never touched level ground Lies bounce off the wall I've built around me You'll never reach the distance you plead While you're standing in the midst of creation Why can't you do something about it Come closer, toward further away My feet have never left your grounds I'm sinking,slow down It would take a hurricane to pull me from the ground But I'd still be stuck in the eye of the darkest growing cloud The ashes floating, past point of creation Below the line of certainty, My heart continues to bleed further from this town Like a raincloud caught in the eye of the storm Like a feather flying from doubt Please return my heart to me Take me out to sea