Denial

Let's pretend we never existed there was no "us" there was no spark nor fire, that nothing was just Let's pretend there was no first kiss No lips in lips, Massaging of tongue tips And hands sliding from wrists bags from hands slipping Falling... Hearts giving, body friction, chests beating, moving! to the same rhythm Let's pretend this moment never had meaning Let's pretend we weren't compatible Pretend my arms couldn't go well around your body Pretend our hugs had no chemistry, Our kisses had no electricity, Our sex had no fire Our hearts had no desire For unity... Pretend that it was just about the sex, the status That I never noticed your glow That it was in, out and go We could pretend that we grew closer But never took it Slow... Let's pretend your appearance mattered If your hair was straight or curly Whether you were thick or thin How wide your back was how flat your chest is Let's pretend I never cared which direction your mouth concaved in I might as well pretend I never knew you If I have to deny your worth, Simply because I lost you If I have to deny your beauty, Simply because I cannot see you If I have to deny what you meant to me Simply because you are not mine Then nothing will be fine