Deeper Than Love

I was hoping you would give me Enough rope to hang myself At least it would have been better If you had killed me, Left me dead after the kill You left me breathing: Thoughts of you still hanging in my mind What were you even doing in my dreams? Only last night you were there Trying to confirm something, of course, That you do not care at all. If you could want to face it all You would tell me, even a whisper Would save my tattered, torn mind: You left me feeling so incomplete, I cannot tell what I was looking for, Now that you placed me in that position; I was looking for feeling That feels deeper than love: An undefined affair, that flows so free Free as the river, the river of wishes, Wishes, hidden truths. I was so blind to think you were the one In this whole world I could have Played the game with, how blind, how blind. I was not blind for long I never look with a blinked eye.