Deep Thought

there within my veins air through out my hair silence within my mind and life that just isn't fair rising i cannot see deep thoughts that kills me deep lust that makes no sense and dreams that seem to only creep rain i feel as blood light appear to me as dark floating below my lowest level and grips of shame that one has lost focus that isn't clear walking in which is hard to steer sleep that hasn't come easy at all and today in which i no longer fall