Decisions, Decisions

Torn between 2 men 2 men that I've grown to know. 1 locked up and 1 is free both of whom want to be with me. I've known them both the same length of time. But it's like everywhere I go there's only one on my mind. When I close my eyes I only can see Me and him together close as close can be. I can still smell his Cologne that turned me on. I can still remember our kiss and when we talk on the phone. Decisions, Decisions which one do I choose either way it goes I always seem to lose. I will and I have made my final chose To the man I want to be with and listen to his deep voice. But as I always would say Things never go my way. Still hoping and wishing for my special day. WIll my choice be the right one or will i regret it or will I have fun. I am happy for the time being.