Decisions.

Tired, Im sick of hiding my past from the most important person to me, my mother. Im scared of what she would think of me, what i did to me. Im done, i realize there are ways, many ways to deal. I dont want to deal, i want to be oblivious. I want to come out, tell her, let her hold me. Im not ill, not mentally unstabled, I told her its done, there taking me to the crisis center. This is why i hadnt told her. Im scared...