December Melancholy

I know this should be the time to be jolly But why do i feel this way? Why do I feel that there’s a void inside That needs to be filled, needs to be seen I feel alone and I don’t feel that it is a holiday Holiday should be filled with laughter and love But why do I have this melancholy heart I can’t feel the excitement this Christmas Some say I’m too depressed to not feel this Yuletide But what can I do? This is how I feel No matter how much positive thought I can think All I can see and I will remember is this December melancholy