Deceit

I see your face everytime I close my eyes That sweet smile just starring at me I can't help but go towards it with love and care But the smile vanishes and I'm left alone Where did you go, why did you leave Who will help me now, in my time of need I'm left in this darkness, all alone No one to comfort me, no one to hold The smile i felt so warm and trusting Turned out to be deceit just lurring me in I long for that smile to return to me in the darkness To brighten up this endless time void But each time the darkness only grows deeper And my pain rises more and more I can't help but feel That I was used from the very beginning Now when I close my eyes I know I'm going to see your smile And i just ready myself for the suffering I'm about to face As you leave me alone to die, in this endless thing called life