Death, Heaven, Hell and Love

It took her suddenly I didn't even get to say goodbye I didn't even get to thank her for all that she gave me... They say that we'll see those whom we loved in heaven But I'm not so sure that's how heaven works Hell seems more real to me right now than heaven does... Heaven seems too good to be true I don't know what's right or wrong All that I know is... I want to go to heaven I feel that I will go to hell I hate death I love you