Death

As I shiver in the cold No where to hide No where to go To me they lied Everybody to me said We all love you so much I believed it in my heart and my head They lied the whole bunch Life a prison it has become No rights no privileges I have none That is the answer that is the sum I stand alone the only one I care no more Life isn't worth it My heart has been tore I'm a bottomless pit I couldn't care less An unloved person in this land The truth to you I confess I am dying in this sinking sand I can take no more I'm at the end of my rope I'm tired of my live being tore I have lost all hope I have no reason to go on No reason to fight They should be happy for they have won I'm blind to it all for I have lost my sight How I suddenly long for the taste of death To brush my lips and to hug my heart To take with it my health And allow me from this world to depart They've stolen my life And turned my hert to stone Putting me through strife I will no longer condone The ones who have gone on before me Are lucky they no longer suffer like this How long to be like them set free How I wished my life would take that twist Death I beg you to Over my body take control My heart and body take control For God has my soul Oh but for death to Wrap its arms round me To silence the pain so true To release the chains and set me free I'm tired of this all The pain is too great Down to the ground I fall For this is my fate No longer will I fight A struggle to put on I long to exit this night No longer accept the lies an cons How I long to knock at deaths door My blessed Savior and family to see To walk upon Heavens floor To be happy and free People say they care But unto you they lie The pain no longer will I bear For I give up to die No way out No other choice to make This I have no doubt I beg God my life to take Happy is but a word now For that I never am For this to you I vow Around my heart I place a high dam author's note This was written several years ago when I had lost 2 of the most important people in my life and was having bad problems with everyone else in my life