Dear Mom

So, There's something i have to say... Even though... I know you wont listen... Iv'e seen you get drunk and feel so high, Iv'e seen you angry and all so, 'Merry' Your alcohol is all you can see... Can't you see... That your smothering me? Once i find comfort in the arm's of a friend... You always come along and then... You pretend... Then when you leave, I'm all alone... Yet again. I break down and cry, Wishing you'd cut it out... If only you could hear the sobbing i do... If only you could see the pain i'm going threw. I can't look at you anymore!!! My mind and heart have had enough My body is stressing... So now it's my turn. Maybe now... You'll see... What iv'e grown to be. Hear the agonizing screams of my painful mind... See you weren't only hurting yourself. When you gave in... You were also hurting me!!!!!!!!!