Dear Diary

Today I heard a plane
going on its usual way.
It was me who had changed.

My legs didn't move
'cause I thought it was lame.
But I remember once I'd rush to you
and tell you about how I captured the moment
with my eyes, my heart, my soul,
everything I truly meant.

Apparently, I turned wise
enough to know that stuff was crazy.
But ask my younger self,
his heart pumped with joy at every story, every toy.
Every colour felt magical,
unlike today, when all of it seems dull.

Successful, responsible, capable,
that's the requirement in adolescence.
Tired, tired, tired, everything so dense.

Years ago,
my existence in the world made faces happy.
Today they frown at my actions,
at me,
at who I've become.

I miss sleeping on the roof.
I miss empty pockets.
I miss an empty mind.
I miss happy faces.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Bharadwaj  Avatar
August 27, 2026 at 1:15 AM
Wow! Now thats truly amazingg!!!🌼✨️
Soni Avatar
August 27, 2026 at 8:18 AM
Thank you so much Have a good day!
Smith  Avatar
June 27, 2026 at 4:56 PM
I think we all wish for a simpler life where we dont feel confined by our decisions and are allowed to make mistakes.
Soni Avatar
July 30, 2026 at 12:18 AM
most definitely
Graham Avatar
June 27, 2026 at 8:17 AM
Really great! I think about these things often and I'm 61.
Soni Avatar
June 27, 2026 at 8:19 AM
Hey James, thanks for reading my poem. And yes, the past and the memories are what make our hearts full.
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