Deadly Choices

when in death upon a choice I make when in death upon its course I take My the loved ones left behind will face my deaths heartbreak. To an early grave I've been laid to rest In a suicide I myself predicted with precision Of my very own personal best. For my life on earth was just not to be Not because of anyone else or others But because of only Me. I didn't want the breath God gave So I decided through my choice to dig my grave. Not because if unappreciated love of live been given Just because my hearts love was to be with my mum who's also in God's heaven. Time to reconnect the love only child & parent share In an untimely taking of death my life belonging could never to her fare