Dead Pet Denial

The 5 Stages of grief

Step 1 
          Denial surely that couldn't have been me 
That just reversed over and killed you my Boomer

          Step 2
Deny as I may did I just hear my 10 year old Niece actually say
          Sorry Uncky Chris the Vet has had to put him down

Step 3
           Everyone trying to make me feel better
Saying at least it was you
      Can you imagine if it was someone else who did it ?

Step 4
                 NO !
How in any way would that make me feel better
     I just killed the only thing in this life 
                 I actually LOVED
Above myself,  Above Anything 
                            I would rather have killed Myself 

Step 5

           Dear Heart
                             You are dead to me
For you have taken all I hold dear and worthy to me
           And you ask of me Denial ?
I choose neither to deny or fieign Denial 
                 For my part and what i have done 
        I have to live with this
              And so I should 

No Denial nothing to deny here

                         Just guilt and a broken heart
                     On behalf of my part
But that won't make me whole again
       Or bring you back to express just how sorry I am my 1 true friend 
                            The only thing I can't deny
Or am in Denial of 
                               Is just how much I loved you 
                                                   And what you meant to me
                      Rest in Peace 
                        My furry 4 legged friend
                      I miss you more than you will ever know
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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