DAYTIME SLEEP APNEA AND ME

Dreaming in pieces I awakened 
to night terrors again my memory 
gazing into yesterday my broken 
beautiful brain signals sleep my senses 
aroused by sullen matter keeping me 

from sleep tossing turning peeking 
into the darkness sound removed 
gestures dance across the room 
an yet by day I daze taking 
ten minute naps of dream state 

rem sleep over come by sudden 
nightmares falling into deep sleep 
on the bus stop on a plane at work 
at school in church even short visits 
to doctors office daytime sleep apnea
 
is what it's called heart racing panic 
anxiety where am I uncontrollably 
drifting off to sleep all day while 
nighttime I sleep awake dancing 
with the galaxy trying to sleep rest

repeating this cycle daily oddly 
losing my balance legs folding 
right under me falling to the ground 
like falling off a cliff cataplexy with 
a tinge of vertigo no cure you know

brain injury residue of course 
medications are added to simply 
keep me awake all day allowing 
me to rest quietly at night dream state
dreaming in pieces dreaming awake
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Rose  Avatar
March 17, 2024 at 3:22 PM
Oh Yolanda, wishing you a peaceful sleep and a life that is wide awake with good things, love
Nicholsen Avatar
March 21, 2024 at 4:38 AM
Thank you so much Susan many blessings to you have a wonderful day.
Brotherton Avatar
December 5, 2023 at 6:33 PM
A fantastic and very informative poem Yolanda. My daughter and granddaughter both have narcolepsy. It took what seemed like forever, to diagnose and a long time to get her medication adjusted correctly.
Nicholsen Avatar
December 6, 2023 at 12:33 PM
Thank you so much I'm happy your girl has the care they need many blessings enjoy your day.
One Avatar
December 5, 2023 at 6:14 AM
Great poetry Yolanda..
Nicholsen Avatar
December 6, 2023 at 12:34 PM
Thank you kindly enjoy your day.
Greenhough Avatar
December 5, 2023 at 12:09 AM
This was an informative poem. If there is a poetic style called medical forensics, this would be what it's about. I can't sleep, so I'm up checking my comments on poetry soup. Glad I found this poem.
Nicholsen Avatar
December 6, 2023 at 12:34 PM
Thank you, many blessings, to you.
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