Daughters POV part 1

Father i'm older now No little toes and no little nose You may have been there in the beginning But not in my upbringing You didn't let me go at heart But throughout my life you definitely broke mine Growing up I never had a big picture An imagination or a figure.All I had is what i had been told And i'd been told you didn't want me no more Daddy you could've changed it You could've even fixed it but what's to do with a heart that's clearly withered and in pieces You know I wasn't a gift More like an accident A mistake you made When you got laid And then you where stuck with a Responsibility you decided not to take I remember being nine thinking you'd arrive Just sitting on the porch all day past noon time You never showed and that made me feel alone I thought sure if dads around I would feel at home