Darkness of Faith

I question some answered one, on bare mind as shadow of faith collided my way all troubles let me think that something wrong is playing around my feet before I ride on mantrams of goodness, my near company of believers say riding more and more I see such things out of order, out of my supposed norm one with culture said too much for me, culture of violence and out of equilibrium the norm seems below the views I understood before, such blood is more than light I see all black, see all tears shading on palm branches and lonely grasses on sand as they walk alone the burning desert barefooted and naked, naked for their rights I would love the man that bought me to be his wife, be his property will have sons and daughters to maximize the faith that started in me no rights to go where else, my man must be the guide cause I'm not allowed on my own. I'm just a treasure, instrument to produce more to keep my belief safe.