Darkness

Darkness is my weakness
Crave negativity day to day 
At war with my inner light 
Dismantle the joy my inner child 
Reckless with the will to live 
Stomp my power to the -3rd power 
Don’t have the swag to live,
Live to feel pleasure 
Wishing to go ghost 
Praying to end it all 

Heart hurts; faith locked up 
Locked in darkness 
Tears of sorrow 
Shameful of my shadow 
Looking for my heart to be rip
Ripped away from this pain 
Pain this ungodly body carries 
Reversed to the thought of hope 
Bargain with Satan
Offer seems fair 

Want to spilt my wrist 
Let go of everyone inclination  
Feeling so alone 
Feeling useless 
Screaming someone help me 
No don’t help me! 
Darkness is my love!
Surrender to my captor  
Can’t do this my soul lost! 
God help me!
Lead me!
Forgive me!
Guide me!
Want to live
Live for you!

Crying out for your mercy God!




This is art with a message I do not promote suicide suicide. If your feeling like that please get help remember you have people who do love you. 

I do not feel this way I’m happy I’m blessed it’s just poetry… 

Thank you
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