Dark Place

Nobody knows the place I'm in Or all the dark days there's been. God please help me And forgive my sins, I need help cuz I can't keep this in. For some time I've been on my own, Struggling so I'll tell you about it in my poem. I can't admit I've been crying, Smoking and feel like dying. Trying to find my peace I don't know who I am or what my purpose is, Or why my brain resurfaced this. I need to go for a while and handle my life, In my own style. I have extreme fear of abandonment And I'm trying to hide it I gotta go I'm crumbling even though I'm running I'm stumbling. Everyone has become a stranger, But I have to go so I don't blame them. I know someday I'll be ok, I'll be fine what else can I say. Still Looking for better days.