Dark Place

Nobody knows the place I'm in
Or all the dark days there's been. 

God please help me
And forgive my sins, 
I need help cuz I can't keep this in. 

For some time I've been on my own, 
Struggling so I'll tell you about it in my poem. 

I can't  admit I've been crying, 
Smoking and feel like dying. 

Trying to find my peace
I don't know who I am or what my purpose is, Or why my brain resurfaced this. 

I need to go for a while and handle my life, In my own style. 

I have extreme fear of abandonment 

And I'm trying to hide it

I gotta go I'm crumbling even though I'm running I'm stumbling. 

Everyone has become a stranger, 
But I have to go so I don't blame them. 

I know someday I'll be ok, 
I'll be fine what else can I say. 

Still Looking for better days.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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