Cursed

Is this some cruel joke you're playing
or am I cursed to go through life alone?,
Each time I become close to a new friend
you take them away and I'm left on my own.

My heart was broken at this time last year
when you took away my friend and "brother",
and it almost happened all over again, when
yesterday, I came close to losing another.

I was so lucky to have known new friends
who welcomed me like family in recent years,
some people say you gave me the gift to write
but, are my poems doomed to always end in tears?
    







(For Chris... please stay well, my friend)
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December 25, 2015 at 10:35 PM
Kelly, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year May all your days shine and dreams come true. :) Every day should be a day with family and friends. I appreciate everyone. Sorry to all those I have taken for granted. SHAME ON ME. I promise, 2016 will be a new me. Merry Christmas!!! May the true meaning of the holiday season fill your heart and home. Always & Forever ~LINDA~
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December 18, 2015 at 12:37 PM
It's a sad poem filled with emotion. I pray to God for your friend's good health.God has given you a true heart so you are feeling sad for your friend goes with serious health. Loved always my lovely friend.bl
Deschler Avatar
January 13, 2016 at 7:57 PM
Thank you so much, BL ...My friend has been recovering from his health issues and is doing well. He just needs to make his life easier each day and take good care of himself.
Dietrich Avatar
October 4, 2015 at 1:45 PM
So sad, Kelly. I don't know Chris, but I pray he stays well.
Deschler Avatar
October 14, 2015 at 2:16 PM
Thank you for keeping him in your prayers, Andrea. Chris is a friend and fellow poet from another site. He had some serious health issues earlier this year, so it was upsetting to learn that he was in the hospital again. Thankfully, he is home now and doing well :)
Bordner Avatar
September 21, 2015 at 6:51 PM
As long as you have possession of your heart and soul, and can infuse your work with them then there is no doom for your eyes Kelly. We must live above and beyond self pity so to honor our lives, and Creator. Life is not meant to make this noble goal easy, we must learn to grow strong through suffering, afterall, suffering is a natural teacher. I really admire how you comfort this soul in sorrow by illuminating your own grief so honestly Kelly...J.A.B.
Deschler Avatar
September 26, 2015 at 11:48 PM
Your comments are filled with wisdom and are so uplifting. They've given me hope for the future. I appreciate them so much, Justin :)
Pinet Avatar
September 13, 2015 at 10:59 AM
An outpouring of emotions that surges up from the heart and splashes against the page in quiet defiance. Emile.
Deschler Avatar
September 20, 2015 at 11:45 PM
Thank you for reading and commenting so kindly, Emile... I was upset when writing this poem and my emotions just poured out. It was after my friend had been hospitalized from severe chest pains. Bad things always seem to happen when I become close friends with someone. Thankfully, he is home now and doing well :)
Vaso Avatar
September 12, 2015 at 11:49 PM
At least you have friends, all I have is darkness and doom, but I loved the poem.
Deschler Avatar
September 19, 2015 at 1:36 PM
Thank you for reading, Arthur... You have friends here, you know that!... My friendships never seem to last long. I feel cursed sometimes, like its my destiny to go through life alone.
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