Crystal Clear

I keep checking to see if your online.... it's funny how you've just disappeared. I have the message now; it's crystal clear. Months have come and gone, since I last saw you. What happened to you and me? I'm just now beginning to see. Who's at fault, I don't really care. Because it's you who lost my dear. My eyes are dry, no more tears, emotions are gone, no more fears. I want a genuine person to love me. Someone who's not afraid to feel. Months have come and gone, still no word from you I see. But it was I who was deceived and the last words I heard you say, you didn't want to hurt me. How can this be.... when you broke my heart into and burned in my brain images of you. It's a pain that echoes still, it's a void that will never be filled and the image of you burned in my brain. At times I thought I was insane. Hoping that you'd call or care to want to see me at all. I keep checking to see if your online.... but you have disappeared. The message is crystal clear.