Cry For Help

Inadequacy is becoming normalcy. Well, at least for me. Nothing's right, everything's wrong. My life feels like a sad, sad song. You know the one I'm talking about. The song that's full of insecurity, loneliness and doubt. Wondering if I'll ever be somebody. If I'll ever go somewhere. I mean, I know God is on my side. And that in His promises I should abide. I lose sight of that sometimes, okay, alot of times. I hate that 99.9% of the time I only come up with cheesy rhymes. I just want to know my purpose, the one He has for me. I'm sick of walking around, having this semi-sorta meaningless existence. Someone, anyone, help me???