Crushing Lonliness

CRUSHING LONLINESS...... Nothing can quite compare to THIS the SOUL CRUSHING HEART RIPPING FEELINGS OF LONLINESS I WANT to do EVERYTHING with YOU the one I ADORE sinking feeling LUMP in my throat the minute u WALKED out that DOOR HOW can it be one minute u WERE just standing there? now life continues around me to devastated to CARE These feelings both a blessing & a curse I KNOW only in time the emptiness gets MUCH worse CRUSHING DESPAIR has engulfed ME I lay in the spot where YOU used to BE I breathe u in pretend your lying there pretending to admire me W UR LOVING STARE I close my eyes aching to be in your embrace here come the tears Ive OPENED up the Flood gates just one more minute or brief second would do MY world missing it's color and its shape WITHOUT YOU I SEE my future in your beautiful blue eyes TEARS me to pieces having to say our GOODBYES I wanna be with you EVERY day of every YEAR YOU WARM my SPIRIT, light my FIRES, with U I have NO FEAR ITS NEVER enough to many things I WANT to say I DEEPLY LOVE you in a million different ways You have resurrected me from a dark dark place You are the REASON I bear this SMILE upon my face YOU are my happiness you are my best friend YOU treat me like a PRINCE U are truly HEAVEN sent NEVER have I experienced a devotion so pure & TRUE MY ENTIRE world became BRIGHTER the day that I found YOU YOU make me THINK harder make me strive for the best your LOVE makes me a better WOMEN to this I can ATTEST YOU make me feel special & cherished like a rare jewel TO the ends of the EARTH is where I'd walk WITH YOU I had a taste of the REALLY GOOD STUFF NEVER satisfied time with YOU is NEVER enough WE have a BOND & CONNECTION that you so rarely SEE the kind of DEDICATION that others ENVY WE WILL survive the emptiness pain & the tears Our LOVE continually EVOLVING through the years NEVER have I experienced a devotion so pure & TRUE MY ENTIRE world became BRIGHTER the day that I met YOU MY heart beats WEAK I pray eventually it will have ENOUGH Because won't be FULLLY functional until You COME BACK to FILL it up