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Crush

You love me,
You hate me,
your love destroys me
my love for you kills me
I wish my heart would stop
my feelings to go numb
cutting helps
my brain stop
my thoughts betray me
All i think of is you
my heart kips beats
when i see you
my face heats up
when you smile
when i'm down
all i need is a smile
when it only comes from you
when you sing to me
i love you more
i hate myself
for how i feel
do i love you
or do i love the thought of loving you?
my heart betrays me
my brain does too
i know i love you
my heart slowly breaks
when i think about you
i'm not sure if i can have you
i know you got hurt
so did i
but i find comfort
in that gorgeous smile 
i miss you
i lied
i cry myself to sleep sometimes
i tell you i'm just tired
when i'm so depressed
my emotions make me tired
i'm so exhausted
but when i think of you
my energy returns
when i think of you
i think you will ask
if i want to go out with you
i wish i was the love of your life
i want to hug you
i want to kiss you
i want you to hold me
never let me go
i want to dance with you
till my legs give out
my heart beats hard
i can feel it in my chest
no matter how much it hurts
i still love you
i hurt
i cry
i die a little on the inside
my heart breaks slowly at the thought
of you being alone
i'll wait
till i feel comfortable
to tell you how i feel
my head hurts
i giggle
i smile
you'r the only one
i act like this around
i smile so much
my face starts to hurt
my eyes change colors
because of how i feel
i get butterflies
i shake
no matter how much you smile
your eyes are so deep 
and can see straight through me
i have my heart on my shoulder
and i want to show you
my love my deep feelings
i imagine holding you
cuddling you
sleeping in your arms
i imagine my life with you
spending it all with you
having kids
growing old
always loving you
even if we get in a fight
we will always work it through
my heart is forever yours
my crush
my love
my everything

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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