Charmaine Chircop Poet Free verse

Cross Roads

Here I am mirroring my soul

descending in the inner of my core

investigating my cobweb of subconscious

analazying as I listen to the beating of my heart

Who am I?I am that Woman so deeply in love 

with so many questions,with no many answers

Here I am,the prosecutor of my thoughts and every emotion

going deeper in the  moonless Well of doubts 

not knowing  which path to take

I don't want to take the path  which leads me 

to the echo of hollowness,the bruises of pain

I've been there,still damp,still in solitude

haunted by its'darkness,living with its'ghost

I can still feel it all...all vivid in the shadow

and I will not return to that cursing thomb of snakes

I'm on my way to find the path,that path I longed for

the  rocky path which leads me to  the Silver stream

the stream where I can bathe naked

Where I can feel  fresh water on my  skin

that stream where I can breatthe, Where I don't dream

and watch my dreams sail away with dawn

I'm gonna find that place,a place where I'll be loved

a place where I can live and love in a forever

Here I am,in the Middle of Nowhere

asking myself which direction shall I lead?

Here I am,waiting justice for the inner of my being

so very close to heaven,yet not so far from hell

Here I am,still at Crossroad


Charma

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Ruben Ramos February 8, 2012 at 10:16 PM Thanks Charma, I feel your movement across so many dimensions of emotion. Ruben

Edward Orozco May 19, 2010 at 11:31 AM beautiful poetry

James Peranteau April 20, 2010 at 1:34 AM This poem in both respects, is deep Charmaine ! And...careful now about the strangers, as your young heart and pretty face could through the mirror even decieve one, (yourself) that a witty tongue is armor for such a gentle flower ! *smiles* james

Audrey Haick April 19, 2010 at 2:38 PM You will find that justice you seek for your heart..keep your faith no matter what...excellent! Audrey

Sara Kendrick April 19, 2010 at 6:48 AM Great romance...Keep the creative pen flowing. Sara

Michael J. Falotico April 19, 2010 at 5:24 AM Got my attention....very well written

David Byrne April 18, 2010 at 11:52 PM It drops like a stone; I like it!

Raul Moreno April 18, 2010 at 11:29 PM Profound Charma, nice write...Raul

Andrea Dietrich April 18, 2010 at 11:06 PM Charma, as I kept reading down and down, I felt like i was going to the bottom of a well. Was that your intention, the feeling of sinking into a well? Crossroads, yes, and a hard deep well too, my dear. Thanks for your sweet gesture today. LUv, andrea

Debbie Guzzi April 18, 2010 at 6:12 PM wowser a LONGGGGGGGG one LOL (You going to write me a spirit animal verse?) Little one...there is no one answer to your plight at every point in life the answer is different and at your age the drive to procreat is VERY strong. You are just human like the rest of us. Take care of YOU! Light & Love

Poet Destroyer A April 18, 2010 at 5:38 PM Nice one, enjoyed. . . have a nice weekend

Linda-Marie Sweetheart April 18, 2010 at 2:45 PM Powerful ..intense..introspective.. I am feeling your doubt and pain waiting for answers that take so long to come to light... keep positive ... keep going forward with your luv... if it is meant to be ...it will be ... in God's time and place ... wait but continue on and one day the bloom shall appear and erase all your fear of doubt.. another fav today ..luv.. Linda-Marie..