cracking

it had been a miserable place in his heart disconnected the body mind and soul wandered in a straightjacket of bedlam insanity depression and misgivings firmly rooted in a lonely Self abandoned by madness and despair a crack is where the light gets in once the solar eclipse fissures its own crevice down to the core separated and broken he prayed for a shift in awareness an awakening of renewed consciousness for lunacy to remove the dark side of the moon a rainbow all by itself would not open his chakras waiting for transcendental rejuvenation the here and there seemed to be a wayward journey from the sombre past to an enlightened future while impermanence seemed despondent full of sorrow sadness and undeterred pain shallow regret would not suffice but meditation eased the path once step at a time just for today through reflection which condensed his resolve forgiveness and honesty crept in an inward shell split open disassociation composed realities and wishes desires acceptance and the courage to transpose he did not allow himself to fail to recall precedent misdemeanours dared not to forget nor revel in glory instead he fathomed that purpose meaning and growth required constant attention and that change can be done a true crackdown emerged at the luminous dawn of novel beginnings