Countdown

something about the air stinging my cheeks, 
my hair whipping sparks 
against the cold, my shivery stride, 
made him call me "cute," 
but I didn't feel adorable and small 
at that moment, only half of me 
laying down footsteps next to his, 
the other part imagining the distant countdown 
of my chances 
to fall in love with him. 

wincing. 
maybe next time. 

my shoes are too small for balance 
on these cobblestones, swaying on paths 
I must have memorized, sverving, heels leading 
my thoughts in amazon wanderings, mapless. 

It’s too bad that kissing a boy 
is not a strategic manuever. 

later, I catch myself looking wistfully 
at a boy with quick, sure hands 
frying rice.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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