"could Have Done It Right"

(Chorus: I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say, it's just beating me down, I wont get through this day, I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, the answer's far away, will I ever get to know) It hurts, but still I remain been beat down, by this pain silence seems so loud, is someone calling my name? I need to get around, but I can't find my way stuck up in this loser town, hope to get out of it one day, and reach that point of my dream, where I can go on my way but I'm stuck, I'm lost in this path what the heck, I lost everything I've ever had I'm searching high and low it can't be that bad damn, I don't know where to go ain't it sad I'm lost I'm trying to find my way at some cost for searching every day I'm only trying to get the best out of life but just as soon as I do hell blows over and then it never goes right I'm tired of going through the same thing over and over I don't think i can keep myself from not being sober (Chorus: I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say, it's just beating me down, I wont get through this day, I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, the answer's far away, will I ever get to know) Just when I thought I had this all under control I went out and got caught it messed up my flow I thought I was smarter way back then but times were harder damn, I didn't know where to begin I got lost in this dumb game of mine I got caught had to do 2 years of time everyone around me was letting go I'm glad they did otherwise I wouldn't have grown so you can see this story of mine was this how I am to be no, I could have done it right (Chorus: I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say, it's just beating me down, I wont get through this day, I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, the answer's far away, will I ever get to know)