Conversation With a Lady

(Lady) Listening to the sound of feet padding across the floor below me as I dose Walking slightly to the sound of voices talking in the early morning haze Of beings moving about as I rest As I surrender to the beauty of awareness inside and out my heart beating softly... the rythym of nature creating an ornate symphonic piece. peace And shred by shred I am torn into pieces As beauty she inspires me As Secrets I am destined to keep As blissful emotions that are bitter to my heart still I can't mistake her for a woman ignorant of it all (Lady) If I fall, its only to the ground and not to the depths My conscious surround If I am empty it is only for now A reflection of time, space, condition A mirror of what I see, she blinds me And yet I am not deceived Better yet I'm only bound to overcome And as I rise from the ashes assassins surround me My path in life is treacherous And her eyes scream don't forget to prepare yourself for the unexpected (Lady) Who could ever prepare for madness, chaos, absurdity A live coal burns from within pushing me forward holing me back And it burns hotter with each new attack A fight on every front accompanied by fear - relief Fear that the day must end Like every cycle there is an opening and a close And punctuation to end the prose And perfection to behold And its a special event and special since The passions joins and u and I create a force I see brilliance and i cant say I'm lucky enough or brave enough From time to time she says if u see then I will show u more