Convenience Lover

Come on in tonight Look straight in my eyes Tell me how you feel At the sight of me Can you see I am hurting? I am just not the man you love And all this time I have been lost In your love that wasn't there Your kisses are not the same How could you play the game? Could you not tell I was involved? Loving you is not a matter of choice All the while my heart is the voice I feel so alone Even when I am with you You are not there for me You can't be the one to blame But I got my heart turning lame My feelings crippled in need for you How will I turn back the hurt I am going through? For the first time I saw All this time you were trying: You never once begged for me stay The more you did was tell me to go I thought I was doing you wrong Now I know there is no love When it is never there I'm going back to my world Revisiting reality, Your lies made my dreams come true Now my dreams are wishes again You thought wrong if you Imagined I lied when I said I loved you only, It is a dirty truth that bites me. You are the woman You are like wine Each day and year you get better You are my second religion, I believe in you, How will I love again?