Contemplating Suicide

Oh pale rider who wanders the dry desert plains of my soul.
Why do you torment me?
Like a ravenous wolf, devouring my spirit;
Knowing that I fear you.

Your helpmate; hopelessness continuously entering my loneliness;
As they waltz the dance of death.
Yet my mind is comforted by your ceaseless beckoning,
A voice sweet and mellow as a nightingale;
Causing me to drift away from the world that rejects me…..

How tempting you are
Enticing me with the unknown, the other side….
How peaceful it seems…
The choice I have made, to join you in the mysterious abyss.…

The windows to my soul…. They close……
Shutting out the tedious dull light….
I feel your usher, darkness, welcome me with a warm embrace…
I hope I am as welcome ;
As I have welcomed you?
I long for you….
Goodbye miserable world…..
Receive me……
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Mckenzie Avatar
March 10, 2010 at 4:08 PM
Sidney ~ I love the way you expressed your inner emotions I to have felt these demons in my mind but don't let them take you for to long, I like your words your a talented poet! Well done! Laura :)
A  Avatar
March 10, 2010 at 3:47 PM
Oh what a world what a world. I like the temptation in your poem j.k....Enjoyed
Owens Avatar
March 10, 2010 at 3:40 PM
Very powerful write and I hope that's all it is...Marty
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