Constantly

The holoscopic image constructed appeared enormous and interrupted me; Constantly; Traveling through the bloodstream it simply wanted to nourish yet nothing positive could flourish save my terrified scream; Anxious agenda always bustling, I’m left begging for the solace of silence; Constantly my thoughts are ransacked, and slowly they eat away at me; Burdened by the illusion of weight, shoulders weary with the imaginary collapse; The ironic contradiction? I know the power is in my hands; Constantly; It’s up to me, it’s always been up to me; Hesitating and second guessing my own power and all .. that ..discipline; But why? I know that it WILL work. Stopping.. Constantly; Aspects of indecision flaunt a twice fractionated oblivion.