Confusing Musings

If I with my brown skin Had sinned with powerful men Would I be crazy To have dreams of a First Lady Could I be splashed naked Across *********** pages Break up a happy home And still be deemed worthy of throne Would my sins be unique And awards that win me Peace and prosperity finest things That too my parents get American dreams Would I get a pass Because I gave up some *** And had a few laughs Despite my less perfect past Hmmm imagine that