Confused ?

I'm confused should I leave him hanging? Well I don't know I'm confused should I worry about the feelings that I will leave hurt? Well I don't know I've been hurt a lot of times, buts it was never shown A lot of times I've felt alone I don't want to feel any kind guilt although I know I will Some signs has been sent and shown to me If things don't go right ...Will I have to think about this all night? Well I don't know If I were to cry would I feel as if I just want to lie down to die When feelings get this strong there is almost no letting go Well that just leaves one thing I'M CONFUSED!