Confessions of the Dark Soul
I must confess
you're all I need
all else is greed
I can't see myself without it
'cuz I've never seen myself
without it
But I truly believe
there is a better me
he is asleep
every now and then he reawakes
and miracles take place
the other side
it hurts, so he hides
too hard to face it
I am weak
on a steady growth
Im nothing special
so the fact that you love me means a lot
cut the poetry out
but its so embedded in my true vibe
it takes me to new highs
some of them I'm afraid to fly
not like this
I don't want it if it keeps me haunted
Die, and to never come back alive
I want my
ego dead
it's my darker side
taking over
I just really want to rest on you shoulder
wishing away all the things that hold us
life's opponents
obstacles we cannot let control us
but with me
please trust in me
what's missing is the love in me
I've never had it for myself
I can't help it
I don't want to live without you
You're my best friend
I want to do
everything with you
go everywher with you
follow you until we're old and til the end
I love you soul
I get greedy and selfish and destroy your image in my mind for the twisted love of lust and when I've destroyed you enough I move on to destroy other's love.
A parasite troubled controlling greedy hungers
I stray away
but eventually break again
and I hate again
myself because I can't stop from destroying who I love.
I'm so sorry for my sickness.
I love you
I need help
Because I want to go to heaven
but I'm too weak to make it there
I'll suffer pleasure in this land of the dead
until my soul can resurrect
Dont cry, we all die
but can we ever come back to life?
Copyright © Llayn Mays | Year Posted 2018
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