Conceive

Living is inconceivable to me As everything I try to understand Defies no matter what the theories grand Conceiving is the possibility. Consider somewhat rather than no thing Impossible quagmire, a paradox. Can nothing not be? Thus the mental shock! Rancour riles the mind. Occlusion to bring? Existence racing towards the blackest wall Oblivion ; alas I remember All time before; nothing charcoaled ember Have I created all that I recall? And in the end the dreaded question why? The question at all costs avoid - I try.