Coming Out

Not enough to love Held too close to even see what you did not mean But a memory of a shadow erased. What I saw looking at you, was nothing, but a temptation I needed deliverance from and still be holy. Erased the memory of the past to find my future you’re not in. The thought of having you around made me Realize that I was man enough to say my heart won’t stop, Just to be broken by your useless speech of regret. Sky does not fall this time, but I’m keeping my cool Forgetting all that ever came to my life that you made known For all I ever learned was you are not patient than your words For long have you forgotten that it does not last, but stays Chasing after what cannot be found in the outer, but in the heart Will only make me realize that I’m the only one crazy to fight For one that won’t even stay to see the battle to the end till one But this time it’s meaningless to stay when I can breathe alone It’s meaningless to stay where no one can come and give me a hand So to stand alone it will take the best out of me to even cause A feeling of doubt in my mind and never to love again in this life But I won’t be so meaningless because I give you what I know, I’m free By: Karen.f