Colin, During the Dark Ages.

My brother
could hibernate through 
anything.

Even the nights of unmitigated fury
that expelled itself in blasts of white, frothy 
spittle 
from the corners of father’s lips.

He was a cocooned worm nestled 
in the bed at the back of my room
while
mom held the cheap aluminum door,
maintaining our homeostasis,
shut.

On the other side
my father, a wounded creature 

Hissing, crackling, 
Insane.

would bang 
until the vibrations shook my very breath.

Colin 
never really understood 
being fourteen 
and 
scrubbing out the night’s fury 
that stained the carpet
in crimson ponds.

The smell of a bucket 
of warm pink soapy water
and the
red that never really washed out

He would not understand the game
I made of it
blood spot, ink blot test

	This one looked like a butterfly,
And this  one A father and daughter, 
	And this one a bottle of pills.

This boy who brought home
matted and framed pictures from kindergarten

	Crayon colored pleasant family, 
	crayon colored pleasant home
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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